Jenny's Heart

Hey Y'all, How are you today? Doing OK here. So I met with the Oncologist today and my next surgery is on May  5, ugh I just want it all over with! So a bit more on our Infertility story...starting from the beginning. We tried and tried to have a baby, my friends and family were starting families and the heartache and happiness clashed, happy for them and heartbroken at home. The endless questions began; good intentioned people asking heartbreaking questions, sometimes nosy people asking rude questions! Don't you want kids Yes, with all my heart! How come you don't have kids. We are struggling daily with infertility. Don't you want to be a mom? It is the greatest desire of my heart. Oh you are one of "those" couples. No, we are not choosing to not be parents. You can always adopt. We tried twice, both fell through, I cannot go through that pain again. You are pro life so just adopt. It's not that easy! If it were everyone would, I would ado...

Hey Y'all how are you today? It's a rainy grey day here. which I am thankful for because the pollen is killing me! I have seasonal allergies and this year nothing is working, so rain is a good thing. So a few things are prompting this post. 1. My struggle with infertility 2.An article I read on one of our local news stations web sites. 3.Questions I get asked 4.My surgeries and another on the horizon. 5.Adoption heartbreak So this wont be forever long I will break it up in more than one post. Goodness where do I even start? An article I just read says 12 in every 100 women struggle with infertility and yet no one talks about it. Why? A lot of women are ashamed, religious views, public perception the feeling of inadequacy etc...the list goes on. That's part of what prompted me to share. The heartbreak and heartache of not being a mom have existed my entire adult life. It was my greatest desire. It is not meant to be. Let me start with the most recent the surge...

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