Jenny's Heart

Where has the time flown? 4 years since my last blog post. Does anyone still even read it? My life has changed a ton. No need to bore with the details. I'm ready to get crafty again. Let's swap!

Hey y'all,  how are ya? Healing well, slow but well here. I go back to work July 13. So I have a few more days of me time. I am still bored lol but finding ways to occupy my time...like with a trip to the tattoo shop. Yes I have a new tattoo. Probably the cutest tat ever inked! It represents me Aunt Jenny holding onto all my little loves who are growing up way to fast. Colby, Shelby, Darby, and Layden. I will be adding another balloon in December when Layden becomes a big brother!  Colby Shelby  S Layden Darby These were the stinkers on Father's Day.  Being Aunt Jenny is my favorite thing in the world. Love, Love, Love, Love all of you!

Hey Y'all how are ya today? It is beautiful here today low 80's and no humidity equals a great day. I am healing pretty well from surgery, but believe me I know when I have done a bit too much OUCH! lol I am so very very bored! I have left the house only 3 times since surgery and I am going stir crazy. I am just not motivated to do much which is frustrating. One can only watch so much television. I have read 5 books and almost through a 6th. I made some summer wreaths for my sisters, my mom and me, which for some reason only known to Google I cannot upload the photo, but you can see it here on my fb page. I have looked at Pinterest until I am cross eyed lol and still have not cooked or created a thing from there. SHEESH! All this time I am waisting is working my nerves HA! I work well with challenges so friends I have a favor to ask. Challenge me to do something creative your choice, I can do scrapbook layouts, crafty stuff,write letters, cards, cook etc... pick so...

Hey y'all how are ya? Recovering from my hysterectomy here. The surgery went well and no cancer! Thank you Lord! Thankfully I was able to have it done laparoscopic instead of a big incision. The pain has still been pretty rough, however I think the worst is over. This healing process is for the birds! All I have done in 6 days is sit in Lee's recliner. I am going stir crazy, but I am just not Up to doing more. Taking a shower or walking to the mailbox wears me out. Oh well this is just a time to be still. Feel free to call, text or write. Thank you for your kindness and prayers. X's & O's

Hey Y'all, How are you today? Doing OK here. So I met with the Oncologist today and my next surgery is on May  5, ugh I just want it all over with! So a bit more on our Infertility story...starting from the beginning. We tried and tried to have a baby, my friends and family were starting families and the heartache and happiness clashed, happy for them and heartbroken at home. The endless questions began; good intentioned people asking heartbreaking questions, sometimes nosy people asking rude questions! Don't you want kids Yes, with all my heart! How come you don't have kids. We are struggling daily with infertility. Don't you want to be a mom? It is the greatest desire of my heart. Oh you are one of "those" couples. No, we are not choosing to not be parents. You can always adopt. We tried twice, both fell through, I cannot go through that pain again. You are pro life so just adopt. It's not that easy! If it were everyone would, I would ado...

Hey Y'all how are you today? It's a rainy grey day here. which I am thankful for because the pollen is killing me! I have seasonal allergies and this year nothing is working, so rain is a good thing. So a few things are prompting this post. 1. My struggle with infertility 2.An article I read on one of our local news stations web sites. 3.Questions I get asked 4.My surgeries and another on the horizon. 5.Adoption heartbreak So this wont be forever long I will break it up in more than one post. Goodness where do I even start? An article I just read says 12 in every 100 women struggle with infertility and yet no one talks about it. Why? A lot of women are ashamed, religious views, public perception the feeling of inadequacy etc...the list goes on. That's part of what prompted me to share. The heartbreak and heartache of not being a mom have existed my entire adult life. It was my greatest desire. It is not meant to be. Let me start with the most recent the surge...